Lonely

random rhymes

Connection is key
For longevity
And the data says
Being lonely will kill
Even more than the smoking drill
So in panic I go
And become a ho
And the applicants came
But connect I did
I think
and each relationship was a blink  
Sometimes hardly past the first wink
I even explored the kink
But nothing stuck
And in the end I was in hell
As I saw myself as the loose shell
Cause whatever hack I try
It was always me that would fry
I could never please thee
And that was the key
Not about them but me
I was very lonely in a crowd
Pretending to be out loud and proud
I thought I was free
But mate I had
ADHD
And that made my mind be
Different to all around me
So I then stopped but people would not