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Who's to Blame?
Aug 23, 2022
Am I strange ... yeh
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Am I strange ... yeh
Am I to blame ... yeh
Am I lame .., yeh
Drama queen ... yeh
Attention seeker ... hell yeh
People pleaser ... fuckin earth
Your words actually have very little impact ... now yet you persist ...
I do not wish you to resist
As I would prefer to coexist
That was my message to me
As I was...
Who knows?
Aug 21, 2022
The photos in my phone
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The photos in my phone
Give a tiny insight to my mind
That it’s not all right
So now I know I met Tom
In May 2012
He had a bro
Who was a ho
We had but one week
And then he left me
It was passion and it was all fun
The last dinner
I drive RV
My Head
Aug 19, 2022
My head and me
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My head and me
I do not talk of my shiny
Scalp...
But what’s below that
I live in my head
And the landscape of dread
To the outside world
The colour is red
As that’s the flag
That they see
Of one who broke promised
Yet another appointment
It’s me
Who thought Zero
Would make us a hero
But that...
The Past
Aug 16, 2022
What I fear
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What I fear
Be clear
Is
When I drank wine
Before the 12 step
And the reflect
And the mental disinfect
Life was simple
A Pack of winnies
And the 4 liter cask
Was the only ask
By the end of the night
We were all so bright
We shared lots of love
My mates were great
No one I know cared
From where I came
Or if I...
Gaurav
Aug 13, 2022
You are a son
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You are a son
A brother and a man
ADHD is but one small flash
In a pan
Take a pause
Just because
You are causing pain
To the ones that love you
For no gain
Goa is just a shiny thing
And let’s her real
There is no bling
Remember the last rescue
The walls were black
Your wrist was cut
There are no...
Hangover
Aug 11, 2022
I miss the prediction
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I miss the prediction
Of the addiction
The toilet bowl at dawn
The claw for the pill
It’s always the same drill
Then the shame
And the mental pain
As you reach
To fix yet again
The flames that you lit
It’s totally fine
If the impact is only to me
But I always hurt
People that care
And that is not...
Life is Unfair
Aug 08, 2022
Life is unfair that much is clear
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Life is unfair that much is clear
And perhaps now is better
And we are meant to face this fear
So that it’s not only the near and dear that we hold dear
We stop and stop the yell
And face the real reason
Of this funeral knell
And stop the instant crave
And the desire to be brave
On any reason that...
20 Years Ago
Aug 05, 2022
I yearn for the time
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I yearn for the time
When I drank wine
Before the 12 step
And the reflect
And the mental disinfect
Life was simple
A. Pack of winnies
And the 4 litre cask
Was the only ask
By the end of the night
We were all so bright
We shared lots of love
My mates were great
No one I know cared
From where I came
Or if I was...
Peel Events
Aug 03, 2022
It was a time when you could seal
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It was a time when you could seal
A deal without the feel
To heal I just went to peel
And it was the same reel
I felt I was in a rut
But realy just a Slut
Tom. Harry and Dick
I let no one stick
The nights were full of song
And usually at the crack of dawn
The last whisky was drunk
But at the moment I...
Every Post
Aug 01, 2022
Every post
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Every post
The information is relentless
It is driving me senseless
For each new input
Requires an appropriate output
But our reactions
Give us no satisfaction
So I shout in fear
At anyone who is near
And I usually hurt those I hold dear
As my voice is just part of the noise
So if I don’t add to the...
Lifecyle
Jul 30, 2022
The Birth is usually at a specific time and place and called a celebration
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The Birth is usually at a specific time and place and called a celebration
And with it - it carries an obligation,
This obligation is a debt that we must pay
Or so they say
This debt carries many a name,
And Is enforceable by a frame
This frame is set by the "same"
As any different we cannot frame
So...
Pondering
Jul 28, 2022
Why I Hide
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